Monthly Archives: June 2010

because he likes to pretend that I have control


He likes to pretend, or to make me think that it’s something I am not doing…like it’s something I can turn on or off and he’ll come running to me. Damn you, Ben. I know it isn’t me, and I … Continue reading

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[babydoll] calls me mama


I can feel myself feeling… [stupid things again] these old things but I won’t. You say sometimes but you didn’t mean sometimes. You meant never. You say say say say But I meant I do. And I do and I … Continue reading

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And


I love you, so.

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