Category Archives: The Only Shit That Means Anything

I’d tell you to leave him


When you find out that he’s lies to you, blatantly or by omission. When he’s also hurting you physically. Accidently…maybe. When you are always the “bad guy”. When you hate yourself. I’d tell you to leave him. But you won’t. … Continue reading

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When you have no one to ask what to do


My six-year old just told me that he worries he’s going to die. Everytime he gets hurt, he worries he’ll die. Because of Tallulah.  Maybe some could say he was being the typical dramatic kid but he wasn’t joking this … Continue reading

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Time to learn something new


Going dark for awhile. Will emerge at a later date with better thoughts.

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Big-ole


It’s becoming impossible to tell how I feel. It’s even more impossible to keep trying to care to discover how I feel. The line between real shit and manufactured shit is disintegrating. You like that? That’s my fancy way of … Continue reading

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Click click boom


Pretty sure I’ve used that title before. I’m stealing it from Ice Cube – just in case y’all didn’t know. Typing this on my phone coz my laptop doesn’t like sharing space with my belly.  Where’s the fucking inspiration? I’m … Continue reading

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gulping saltwater


“Not everyone wears their scars on their skin.” ― Isla J. Bick “So I go to the ocean to say goodbye… We could have been so glorious.” ― Charlotte Eriksson Somewhere on the side of HWY 71 lies my Saint … Continue reading

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You got me


Wanting to be better. Not for your brothers, like I guess it should be, just for you. Dead daughter. Oh. So many people you never got to meet. And I’ll never know if it was something I did or didn’t … Continue reading

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